Do It Like Nobody Business

2010-05-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

The date is getting nearer... But I somehow don't feel much about it. I know I'll never be prepared so I just go in and see how thing goes inside.

I'm damn tired to keep making myself full of activities and made myself so fucking tired everyday...

I'm tired to act I'm happy...

chao..

2010-04-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

F**ked up... Wants to dance yet Don't dare to dance...

2010-04-29T01:08:00.003+08:00

It's time to go for NS 2 full years. WI got informed about my enlistment after my 21st birthday chalet. I was seriously emo to the max.. It's like suddenly I feel that my life has a turning point soon and really, it's damn soon as my enlistment date is 20th May... Emo at the same time, I was quite excited about my BMT because I can see some hope in taking part for Danzation 2011. Just a tiny hope that I can able to take part, hoping that I can get posted to 8-5 duty after my BMT. But anyhow we'll see how it goes for me.. Just having a mixed feeling about NS enlistment.. How my life will change?

For now, I just want to enjoy what I'm doing.. Be it going out with friends, buddies, peers, family or slacking around doing nothing or dancing. I just want to keep doing things that I enjoyed a lot before going into NS. Because I know, once my NS starts... There'll be a lot of restriction in my life, I cannot be able to dance as what I've been doing, cannot be able to go out with friends to chill, supper or play around until late night as what we've been doing since secondary days.

That's why sometime I'm quite affected when people around me tells me "Why dance? Stop dancing, dance for what?" Don't know.. I just very affected by this when I heard about it.... Maybe to people, it does not have any significant to them. But to me, it have a lot of memorises for me, it's like a turning point in my poly life where I really found something I loved doing it despite sometime it's tough and tired along the way. But I still love it a lot.. For this 1month, I have tried to stop dancing because I hurt my back veins ( don't know how it got hurt ). Be it going gym, slacking, working, running... I don't feel that level of enjoyment when I'm doing it unlike dancing... I know I'm not good in dancing thus in future, dancing might not help me to earn money or wad.. Please.. I just want to dance while I can...

You can emo, angry, cry, pissed off, happy, unhappy, sad, procasinating, disappointed
But don't regret.

2010-02-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

So fast 3 years poly life is over. Next up will my NS life for 2 years, then maybe going University if there's a chance bah... Damn. Just a blink of eye and I now facing the adult life that I wish that I can avoid that but sad, that's life. Have to think how my future will be after NS .... Headache....

A lot of things to think...
Can I still dance as what I'm doing now?
Can I still chill out with my friends as what I'm doing now?
Can I still be carefree as what I'm for now?

ICT graduation event on 27 Feb at Iluma.
Impresario Final on 6 March at NTU concert hall.
Wish me good luck!!
Wish everything goes smooth for us....

2009-12-02T04:03:00.009+08:00

Couldn't sleep again.....

Watched 2012! It was a great movie since I'm like so long never watch movie liao... But this movie is having it's last screening tml so if you haven't catch, DON'T Miss IT!!! hahaa!! Quite exciting and somehow, after you watched the movie.. You'll have an idea that it might (better not la) actually come true man.. Because what happened in the movie is like somehow realistic to me..

After watching 2012, I looked back and reflect...
Life is actually quite short if you never realise maybe I'm turning 21 next year... And it is fragile too, because we never know what might happen in the next second and human being can just go like that.. Maybe the person you saw walking past you this morning and you never know, you might never get the chance to see that person again *Touch wood*... But this is life....
Since the life we are having is so short and fragile... why still hesitate on issues like "saying hello, showing concern and care,etc.." if you had hesitated before, STOP hesitating because you never know that moment of hesitate you had, might make you regret in your life...
In the movie, got one scene showed this white old guy who did not see his son for quite many years because of his own stubbornness(I suppose) but after knowing about the world disaster, he made a call. His grand daughter picked up and passed the call to his son. His son hesitated a while to pick up the phone. When he did picked up the call, before he could talk to the old man, the earthquake hit his area and everything cut off.... This scene hit me the most throughout the movie.... Maybe I had the same situation happened... When she's still present I took her care and concern for granted throughout the 13 years.... Before I could tell her that I love her all these 13 years in my life but I guess it's too late....

The day we stopped caring for each other is the day when we lose humanity

Jogging Time ! I heard morning jog is good for health!
Bye People !

2009-11-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

Everything seems so true

2009-11-19T01:55:00.001+08:00

1 more day to RED CAMP performance! Excited about the performance but I’m more worried about myself unable to perform even better than the full runs we had for these weeks. But heck it, it’s not the time to think about all these negative things la! Law Of Attraction…. Let’s Jia You and Do Our Best on the stage !

I got a short hair!!! SHORT SHORT HAIR!!!! Actually, not really those very short kinds but to me it’s short (: But really, no more long hair!!! hahaha! Quite shiok to have a short hair. It’s so much cooler now and no distraction to my eyes and to me when I’m dancing!!

Today class was damn shiok to me! Doing basic!!! It’s like quite long since I do those basic like bounce all that and after today, I definitely need to work extra hard for this. I need to bend more for my body!!!! BEND BEND BEND BEND!!

2009-11-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

2 More days to RED CAMP!!!!!! Just had a full run at convention, did some stupid mistakes… PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!! ha ha ha, but now recap back quite funny as in my reaction at that time really Sian diao…

Spent the whole afternoon at woodlands library to discuss with Raven, Zhi Heng and Jackson regarding the presentation and also, do some final touch up to the web portal before pushing it to beta testing. Phew… Until now, I still have quite a number of tasks on hand to settle for the presentation to add more points to the function and system in the web portal… After this presentation, let’s hope that we can move this web portal thing aside and focus on new and better idea that have a better market value because this web portal for doctors really quite cmi as the doctor doesn’t reply our mail or what… Sian.. Want us to do but don’t want to help…

I GOING TO HAVE MY SHORT CUT HAIR!!! This time GUARANTEE is SHORT!!! After these days, I’m quite determined to get a short hair so that it’ll be less distraction for me when I dance or any other stuffs and it’ll be much cooler !!!! hahahaha

Ok, I guess I’ve to go back to my work if not I cannot deliver the things I want to…

Ciao (:

TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!! 2 MORE DAYS!!! LET’S WORK HARD!!!

2009-11-14T09:17:00.001+08:00

Just not right. I'm resting. And I hate this.

2009-11-13T20:54:00.001+08:00

Finally, I’ve decided to give myself a rest… Until now then I realise it’s so hard to make a decision to let myself to have a rest despite the other me wants to go training and class. It’s like body wants to have a rest but mind wants to keep chiong because 19 Nov is coming!!!

These days have been quite a busy period, didn’t have enough rest. I HATE being sick… The feeling is sooooooo damn not shuang… But finally, our TIP web portal is going for Beta testing this week and the coding is about there just that it needs a bit of touch up and everything should be fine for testing. Luckily, the web portal is undergo beta testing then I can have a bit of rest before continue to improvise the web portal. Hope everything will go smoothly then I can rest even MORE!!! Hahaha!

Actually, I don’t know what to update… Next time if I can think of more stuffs to talk den I will write more (:

Raining season !! Please take care man, don’t be like me.. A few drops of rain + a journey in air-con bus from Queenway to Ngee Ann can kill me with fever and sore throat…. –.-

And lastly !!!
Everyone in RED CAMP don’t be too upset!! Even though there’s not much time left to 19 Nov but I believe we can do it!!! Don’t lose the faith!!!! But, also bear in mind la, faith alone would not do the magic, WE HAVE TO KEEP JIA YOU & JIA YOU then we can see that MAGIC!!!!!!

People who changed the history.
You make the letters.
The letters don’t make you.

2009-10-04T15:22:00.008+08:00

*clearing spider webs*

WaAaaaa.. So long never come and update this gone-case blog.

Quite many events had happened and ended since the day I last updated. Suntec competition had ended and it was really a great journey for me to experience, having to cope with so many things on hand like studies, relationship, friends, dance. But I think I only coped well with studies and dance. After Suntec, it was a stressful period to handle with training camp but it was quite successful in the end. hahaha. But, this coming Thursday - Saturday it will be freshie camp and I also helped in the camp.... Still don't know can see Ron off cause he'll be entering NS this Thursday if I did not remember wrongly.

TIP has started for 1 week and it was a busy week for us. Numerous of improvisation have to be make before the meeting with the company. hahaha. But we believed we can do it! I scared of doing data entry cause I actually updated 900+ data regarding drugs into the database!! Nightmare for me!! hahaha. But, I happy that I actually completed that then I can start off with the programming part for the webby which is -.- for me... Hope everything will go smoothly for us (:

Hope everyone is happy (:

2009-09-03T14:53:00.001+08:00

What am I doing all these while?

2009-07-18T05:39:00.000+08:00

These days... Actually not these days, perhaps few weeks ago, I have been asking myself.... Why am I still standing on the spot... I can see all people around are moving forward, improving and improving... Getting far away from where I am standing... What am I waiting for? A miracle to happen?? Bullshit please..... I got to get moving... But I felt after the attempts I did, I'm not moving...

Is this my ending point??
I hope not.... I wish there will no ending point for me.... I dun wan to end...

2009-07-18T05:33:00.005+08:00

And Poly Experience photos are OUT!!!
These are only SOME of the photos!!! hahaha!

2009-07-17T03:07:00.002+08:00

What color is the scariest color in life??

2009-07-15T03:12:00.003+08:00

2009-07-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

I have to improve!

I HAVE TO JIA YOU!!!!!

Let's Jia you togetheer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

sometime i wish i have a button like that for my life...

2009-06-29T01:32:00.004+08:00

I'm tired

I want to relax

At a beautiful place

2009-06-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

This is what I'm doing now

2009-06-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

2009-06-22T01:03:00.002+08:00

Don't let go of things you love, hold it tight.

But sometime u hold it so tight that...

You din realise that..

In fact, there's nothing you holding, not even air....

Learn to let go....

2009-06-13T01:22:00.006+08:00

Couldn't sleep. Maybe is early for me even though I'm tired. How's everyone? Doing fine? that day finally get a chance to meet willy and hong wei to go eat... It have been so long since going out to supper with them, although this time only so few people.. Life have been busy for me? Well, it have been a busy semester for me. And finally this term had come to the end with all the common tests. I would say I tried but I din tried with the best which is one of the biggest regret I had but it's pointless to be regret now, because things had already happened and will not be able to change even I regret it for 100 times or even more. So, just get over with it..

now is random part liao. coz just saw photos of the past from cheng post and some in my lappy... And it made me think about the past, the colourful life I had that was full of tears and laughter... I always think about the secondary days... Even it is already 3 years since we grad from Woodgrove but I will just keep thinking of it.... And even will laugh at certain memories.... Dunno lei, it is just so irreplaceable so that is the period of time that changed me to who I am now.. And I damn proud and excited whenever I was talking about my secondary school things.. coz I get to know all the brothers and just crapping after school at canteen till the school plays the closing theme... But now, it seems that students don't like to stay in school till close. The days at that time were really.... CAREFREE to me.... Now I don't think we are able to feel that anymore... It have been so long since I really felt that carefree in life now.... I dun think I have feel that carefree since I graduate.... Now it is all schedules... with projects, with assignments, with work, and even dance...

People often said, poly is where u will start to know what you will doing... But to me, poly is where I don't know what am I doing... In fact, sometime when you have a lot of things to do, you will be doing whatever that comes in your way and in fact, you don't know what you are actually doing... For this semester, I'm busy with school works until common test and I found out that.... what the heck I have been doing for this semester.... I'm so busy with the modules' stuffs and yet I don't know what I am doing for those modules... issit irony?

I miss the old memories..... seriously miss it alot alot alot, freaking a lot........... Maybe this is a bit =.= to ppl, but I just miss my brothers, although I din really meet them during holiday except chee cheng which I can meet him during dance.hahaha.. But I seriously miss them a lot.. I MISS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I hope that the gap will get drift apart, as we all once though we cannot be separated...

And I miss all the smiling faces in the photos ...

Do I have a restore point during secondary, so that I can restore to that period of time?

2009-06-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

2009-06-10T20:37:00.004+08:00

Prediction for this CT.... I tried my best... But still, I screwed it up..

Managing E-Business : C

Managing Information System: D

Integrated E-Business System: D

Wireless Business Application: F

OK, I shall not brood over it... It's over anyway...
Time for Projects, Assignments, Dance, Chill !

2009-06-08T19:01:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone,
I'm here to thanks Ngee Ann for transforming me into a AI system. Wondering which types of AI system am I..... Expert System? Neural Network? Genetic Algorithm or Intelligence Agents? I wonder...... I think I'm just a special-purposed knowledge-based AI system with a database full of MIS+MEB.. This is time to reformat and transfers data of IES for tml..

Bye

-system down-

2009-06-04T18:26:00.002+08:00

This semster was no fun at all... All along, I'm packed with assignments, presentation ( almost every 2 weeks will be having 1 at least) and now, common test... Tml still got a presention of 10% which we do until like 100% ..... Seriously... No fun at all.... Common test period has finally come.. Saturday will be having Managing Electronic Business (MEB), Monday will be Managing Information Systmems (MIS), Tuesday will be Integrated E-Business Systems (IES), Wednesday will be having Wireless Business Application (WBA)... Not to forget tml de presentation and Sunday de working!!! seriously... Packed...

Common test finish doesn't mean happy time..... Still have interview roleplay (30%) at June 18... hahaha.. Still have to do WISP project on Germany, IES database for our system... After holiday, still have to be prepare for WBA final year project, Bcom3 de roleplay (30%)....

Study study study.... argh... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!

2009-05-31T00:08:00.009+08:00

GOOD JOBS PEOPLE!!!
Momentum'09 has ended.. Actually I got tons and tons of things wanna say... But dunno why just dunno how to put it in words... For this 1 month that we all been chionging for, the sweat we had at BA block, studio 16 and 73.. The rehearsal that we had, have been shown on stage! I really got alot to say but....

I really love NRA... I love the feeling as a family when we're dancing, no... Not even we are dancing, whenever we are together... I don't feel like we are a club... seriously, I don't feel that... I just feel like we're like a family.. Encourage each other, show concern to each other, cheering for each other and even saying the mistakes to each other... That feeling... really really indescribable and I really wish this feeling as a family will not end today!!! This is just the beginning!!

Thank you
Chin, CheeCheng, Mia, BaoWen, Ivan, YewSeng, Ronnie, KokSheng, XiangTian, Giam, XiuBei, Eileen, Melise, Samantha, Jamie, XiaoBei, Ben, Alvin, XiaoQiang, Timo, JL, JiaJie, Lester, Mikhail, Clement, Stacey, MayMay, Christine, Zoey, Deborah, Shirley, Rayne, Geena, Caiyi, Limin, Trecia
to dance with me on stage & in studio, of course !!
*all listed thru my tiny brain.. No reference.. wahahaha!*

Thank you
ZiXiang, Farid, Ore, Becca, Orange, JJ, Sophan, Ann
for the guides & advices !!

Sorry
Freshie guys
for giving pressure thru my nagging ..
I guess nagging and lame is my nature... :)

And you, dear girl
Take care of your back & leg... Did I missed anything more?
I think you go see doctor for a full body check up better, I think all your nerves are all anyhow liao.. But take care ya (:

I love this family
I felt it, the LOVE

2009-05-24T02:17:00.004+08:00

* clearing the spider webs *

Since the start of school, have been busying with the practices for momentum 200, 29th may & 30 may. hahaha.. Study, have to work harder to cope with it with the assignments like IES, MEB and such... Last year le, times flies man.... Gotta treasure the time I had for my last year and some months before going into NS.. hahaha. Jialat, I don't know what to update man!!

hm... When I think of more stuffs then I will update !! Hopefully will be able to update more often because my previous post was on 23rd april...... 1 month never update.....

2009-04-23T02:01:00.002+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU to you guys !! For giving me those surprises =)

Thanks Willy,Ron,WeiJun,Cheng,RongHong,Jon and WenSheng for the midnight surprise outside my house lift... hahaha! Really thanks alot for coming t my house so late at night to give me a surprise! damn shock to see you holding the cake and be there man...Shock dunno what to say sia... Hahaha But Really really thanks for that bros =)) And the nice lepak at 515 with the LAKSA!!!

Thanks Nra peeps!!! For the cake after DanceForFunD Full RUn... That one damn shocking to me.... Coz we will marking the stage then suddenly I heard happy birthday song and the cake... Totally shocked coz we are about to leave the convention liao.. hahaha!! Really thanks for the cake and I TIO TAU POK!!! 2 times .... LOL! Oh ya! Hui Ting , no need sorry for tat paper de lei.. It's the thought that counts =))

Had 2 surprises on my birthday...It's good that my 20th years old heart can take it man... One is at 1am+ , another is at 10pm litat.. Hahaha, THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES!! REALLY appreciated it alot alot! and Thanks for the card and HELLO PANDA!!!

2009-04-18T06:46:00.003+08:00

Today learnt some basic of krump!!! hahaha..did until no feel de lei... But after anyhow krumping as we need to freestyle.. I felt much better, Krump is a good way to express my feeling that is kept inside .....

I feel lonely..... mentally...

2009-04-14T13:40:00.003+08:00

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2009-04-13T00:29:00.012+08:00

Groove & SBDC have come to The End

This one month was a great journey experience for me... Really have to thanks alot of people that helped us along the way... The journey had its tough, enjoy, sad, disappointed and alot of feeling along the way but I glad that we made it through all the periods together. Groove really made me to learn alot of stuffs, not only in terms of dance but as well as a person, as a team. We learnt and grew together.. I really damn contented what I learnt from this competition! I made the right choice to join this competition if not I will not be able to get to experience all these stuffs. The closeness as a team, as a club to cheer for one another, the anxiety that we got before getting on the stage to do our thing, the happines that we made it into final, the faith that we holded on to that enabled us to be the best of ourselves during the competition and many more! I loved the feeling when we were dancing on the stage cause I don't feel I dancing alone but I feel that I dancing as a team... The feeling that I felt as a team while dancing really made me felt so great ! Of course, the cheering from all of u =)) Really a big thank you !!

Actually I wanna to ...

Thanks Wasabi: as they are the ones that indirectly gave me that chance to be able to take part in Groove... =)) Without you guys taking the 1st step to participating for ROMP4 audition, I will never had this chance to be asked to form a team, KINDERJOY to enter this Groove! Really thank you guys for creating that chance for me!! A VERY BIG THANKS!! AND YOU GUYS DID A GREAT JOB ON STAGE!!! =))

Thanks: Re-Fresh for being there that day when I broke down.... Thanks for the encouragement !!!!HAHAHA! And you guys did a great JOB in GROOVE!!!

Thanks Stacey: For enduring all those tough period of cleaning and drilling despite you getting so tired and your shoulder. =) You did a great job for your turn ! It was too good liao la, told you that you can do it de !! Have faith in yourself! You're doing and improving good lei, sometimes we have to improve to catch up with you !! And groove over doesn't kinderjoy is over hor..hahaha! One day we might be goin out again as KINDERJOY!! hahaha!! and take care of your shoulder =) Respect !

Thanks Shawnald: For giving the team with laughter during training coz I too easy to get stressed. Really thanks alot man. =) You're improving bro! Have more confidence in yourself!! Although you said you'r a slow learner but at least you willing to learn and improve!! And you're doing well during the competition =) Even that time, there's some accidents but you recovered it well man!! Keep working hard !!!! GOGOGO

Thanks Alvin: sorry bro that I keep telling u the same thing over and over again.... =)) But really, you're starting to get rid of those tiny tiny problems that are prevent you to be having bigger movement! You're improving man!!!! Coz habits are something that quite hard to get rid off and you're always doing your best to do so =)

Thanks Qiang: For also adding laughter during training with those classic movements.. hahaha and the classic expression !! LOL! Relax more man!! It's really hard on you that you had to come out from your class to join us for cleaning session until 4pm plus then you went back to class and joined us right after your class ended. And you're always serious in cleaning, spotting our mistakes so that we can look better on stage!

Thanks Farid: For guiding us thru out the whole competition despite your performance, Groove and also SBDC ! Really thank you alot!! For not giving up on us but keep giving us encouragement when we're down, reminding us when we're lost and also also be there to guide us out of the darkness=) Really a big thank you to you!!! W/o your help, we will not be able to be today =) And I really learnt alot from you, not only dance but in terms of teamwork, energy and also as a person =))REALLY A BIG THANK YOU!

Thanks Ronnie: For giving us the encouragement and teaching us the great "BLUE MAGIC"! That choreo really helped us alot as you taught us how to be more sharp by using the correct amount of energy and not just spam.. Thanks for teaching us despite your basic motion and sushi 's training!! REALLY A BIG THANK YOU!

Thanks Zi Xiang: For teaching us the "Number One" for HEATS! Thanks for the talk that day that made me to be strong as you said:"be the one that lift ur grp up, and not be the one that need ur grp to lift u up" This really motivated me to be strong=) Thanks alot for the encouragement and concern whenever you saw our team is in low morale and also taking out your own time to clean our steps until 10-11pm . Really a Big Thank YOu! and TAKE CARE!!!

OF COURSE!! A very big thank you to everyone that came down to support us and cheered us !!! Without the cheers and support, I don't think we will did that great on stage !!!

I contented with the amount of things I experienced and learnt from this competition.. I'll keep working hard to improve myself!!

SBDC was a blast !!! CONGRATS to RED ALERT for getting 4th!!! You're all damn great on stage!! Congrats to BASIC MOTION for getting 2nd!!! WOOHOOO!!! and lastly!!!!

CONGRATS JOYCE AND THE BOYS FOR GETTING 1st for SBDC!!! And they are going to LasVegas for the international HIPHOP!!! OMg la... I wondered when I can go that country man!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!! so damn high!! hahaha, and POPPIN JOHN WAS DAMN DAMN dAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FREAKING DOPE LA!!! seriously scaring...lOL!!

Ilove Kinderjoy
Ilove NRA
Time's up, Sorry I left you
(will blog all the photos once I got it)

2009-04-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

tmolo is the day !!!! Let's JIA YOU!!!! Re-fresh, Kinderjoy, Wasabi, JATB, Sushi, Red alert, fiesty volume !!!!

Kinderjoy, LEt's DO IT !!! Today I feel it !!! I FEEL IT!!!! WE'll MAKE THIS WORK !!!!!! Love you guys =) hahahaha!!!

2009-04-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

one more day!!! I HAVING MIXED FEELING NOW!!!! Excited + Stress!!! hhahahaha!! JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! Feel feel feel!!! Angle, accent, Sharp,FEEL!!!

Today the feel is getting bigger and stronger as a team .....

2009-04-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

2 more days!!!!! KINDER JOY , WE CAN DO IT MAN!!!! Jia you !!! Let's chiong!! Do it or break it man... FEEL FEEL FEEL as ONE =)

I see no improvement in myself....
My mind is tired...

2009-04-05T02:29:00.002+08:00

TPDE : Gems4 [ Fairy Our Tales ] Was Great man!!! And the bboying... woooo.. too dope liao la.... seriously... hahaha, really man.. A very good job for the dancers in TPDE !!!! Saw their jazz, 10000x better than mine.... Cause today morning just went for my first Jazz class.... So, if compare is like comparing earth and sky litat ba... hahahaha..

Oh ya, said about the Jazz class... The stretching.... PAin Pain Pain.... The warm up ..... Endure Endure Endure... hahahaha! But I think cause of the 5 of us [ ben, shawnald, lester, alvin, me ] .... The class like became more noisy than before.. lOL!!! But the class was fun.. Gotta work on the techniques.... Really... After the Jazz, had a short cleaning with kinderjoy =) Keep Working hard man!!! 5 more days!! We will make our show once again man!! Have faith and confidence !!!!!

2009-04-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

It's have been long since I blogged.... All these days are all dancing in studio, cleaning our steps =) I really enjoyed dancing man.. especially with Kinder Joy! Although I tend to be naggy, keep telling u guys the mistakes over and over again.. HAHAHAHA! But we're doing great these few days man!!! We're almost there, Let's hold that faith we had !!! DUN LOSE IT coz we need it to push us even further =) Feel as one

And ALso THANKS YOU GUYS who are there to back me up man... That day I seriously broke down, knowing my terrible fact... But now I knew about it and will keep remind myself to avoid the history to repeat itself ... Really thanks alot man, encouraging me during the dinner.... OH MAN... DINNER LEI.. SHould be the time to enjoy and eat eat eat... and I brought the atmosphere dwn... SOrry ar.. And also thanks zi xiang for the chat in msn ... That's really helped me alot and I will remember what u guys said to me... =)

1 more week to SEMI!!! LEt's CHIONG!!!! HAHAHA, this sentence has been repeating appeared in my blog but too bad... I only got this line to say... CHIONG LA!!!!!

B class was a killer today but I learnt about my own body mistakes and good job man for that dope endurance... LOL!!! and it's kinda shiok too hur... =)

2009-03-27T01:26:00.005+08:00

1 more day!!! It's getting nearer!!! Today went to queenway to print our tee with xiao qiang... Saw rong hong and jeff man!! hahaha, I think they are getting their stuffs for the beijing trip if not wrong ba.. so long never meet up with the carefree brothers... Hope everyone is doing fine =) After settling the stuffs, went to studio to try the whole costume and dance to see can anot...

Getting new formation and steps.. Still getting used to it =) tml is the last day we can used to clean our stuff before the Heats!!! Let's JIa YOU!!!! We're almost there although I still cui.. hahaha!! But I will try my best !!!!

Let's show them dance and not a series of steps!!!!

GROOVE IN THE WEST @ West Coast Mall... Never go before sia....

2009-03-26T01:25:00.002+08:00

2 more days to SHOW TIME!!!! WE CAN DO IT MAN LIKE WHAT WE DID FOR DANZATION!!! GET THE FEEL BACK AND ENJOY!!!

JIAYOU!!!!

2009-03-25T02:38:00.002+08:00

3 more days!!! Seeing team by team that were already ready for Groove really motivated me to chiong!!! Let's Make It Happen on saturday, Don't let our effort wasted !!! Let's go!!! =)

JIA YOU KINDER JOY

2009-03-24T01:19:00.005+08:00

I feeling fucked up with myself..... But I'm determine to give all I got for the coming days.. I'm sorry guys, with my standard still dare to lead u all for cleaning, if at the start is not me leading, the outcome wun be like this... I'm sorry..
And, illness get lost man, you'r getting overboard...

4 days can make a difference.

2009-03-23T01:09:00.004+08:00

5 more days.... Still have 1 more song, 1 chorus and cleaning to do.... Time is the biggest challenge for us!!! Let's focus and chiong!!!!

I'm dead beat.... I need rest.. sick..

2009-03-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

My belief grew stronger.....

6 more days, I know is not easy and is damn damn tired... Let's dun give up man!!!
Get enought rest!! Next week gonna be a tough one for us!

2009-03-21T01:48:00.002+08:00

This is powerful...

" Aim for the sky, and you will drop among the stars "

It's sounded so damn true to me man and I gonna use this as my guideline in life.

2009-03-20T01:15:00.001+08:00

TML is the day.. I bet I gonna fail some of the modules.... I'm prepared...

I'm having fun dancing!!

2009-03-16T02:28:00.003+08:00

Ytd and today was a great day man!! Saturday went to WGS carnival, the crowded was alot man...Not only the woodgrover but the public and ex-woodgrover who went to support the whole event!! The day was damn damn damn HOT!!! I bet the best stuffs to sell was drinks at that time, coz we all hunting for drinks!! COLD DRINKS ..

After the carnival, went to Jurong Point for SBDC audition.. The whole event is not within my expectation... Maybe is the way the event held, the venue and the name of the event... But still, Happy la coz the 3 teams got into Semi-final of SBDC in Hiphop cat.. Got one team in the 12-18age division de, they are good sia!! Cant imagine when they reached my age.. WOOHOOO... DOpe ... LOL! After the SBDC, we went to hunt for food!!! Had my dinner at MAC, then headed home liao.. Too tired man, I need rest!!!

Then Today, went to work from 1pm-10.30pm.. TIRED!!! After work, cabbed down to zouk for ROMP4 final... Lucky saw melise and Cash if not I sure chui.. So many people going for underage party...All the teams for ROMP4 are damn good la! Congrats to COOL KIDS CONNECTION and good job for red alert even though I was late to see ur show !!! Good work to all the teams!!! hahahaha,all the peeps are damn HIGH at the event!! Really had a great time watching the events these 2 days...

After ROMP, we went to HK cafe at cine... Had a dunno what spicy dunno wad rice with egg... Nice lei, and I damn full after that!! hahaha! headed home with jia jun, ronnie and jamie... I WANT TO REST!! TML PRAC PRAC PRAC!!!

Groove is coming... I'm not ready... But I will try get myself ready for that!! Let's jia you!!

Upcoming events:
28 March ----- Groove Heats 2pm - 6pm & SBDC Semi-final (Hiphop) 5.30pm
29 March ----- SBDC Semi-final (Bboy) 5.30pm
3/4 April----- TPDE Gem 4 Fairy Our Tale 7.30pm

2009-03-14T00:52:00.004+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!! I LOST MY PHONE IN BUS!!! damn damn damn suay la... I left the phone on my bag as usual.. But this time, I too tired then I just fall asleep... And alight the bus without my phone.... Cause I was listening music, then my ear piece can abit like noise filter... SO cannot heard the phone drop de sound... DMAN IT LA....

Oh ya, Please tell me your number in msn so that I can update back all the contact list... Thanks ya =) If not u can sms me tml cause I will be collecting my new Sim Card tml le =) sorry ar...

Dear K850I, I not purposely want to abandon you. Please forgive me =( I will not forget the days that I have you by my side, listen to music in bus....

Kinder Joy!!! Let's work hard together for GROOVE!!!!

2009-03-09T00:48:00.006+08:00

Let's make it a short one cause I'm tired..
What a packed day I had ytd...

Went for Agm at lecture 73room.. I learnt alot from that Agm... Be it neglection,passion,attitude and mindset...

After AGM, went to The Cathay for PUSH with Ben,Qiang,Chansee,Stacey,Rayne... Roamed around the area to get stuffs to eat for the show!! I felt I bought too much .. hahahaha.. POPcorn + the taiwan chicken.. The movie was not bad man..! But to me, somehow it's kinda draggy.... hahaha.. I dunno, different people have different taste la... I want that dope skill that can turn PAPER into MONEY!!!!

After the show, went to khee rui house for his birthday!!!! We drank and drank.. HAHAHA ! so many tispy like hell sia...The triple set is so shiok..Can really feel the heat... LOL.. lucky I'm not.. hahaha if not today, working sure die like hell... We all keep whack hong wei sia.. den somemore he was laughing.. Then, we all whacking him while laughing... HAHAHAHAH.. After all the drinking, went back home to rest for work in the morning....

TOday was kinda busy sia.... LOL!! and tiring la... Tml still have to work 1-5pm.. Then going studio after work... I think I'm getting old liao la.. Ms Lonely said she saw me but I totally no idea.. LOL! somemore, she said I got look at her -.- Either I'm Busy/I'm Old/I'm sleepy... hahaha

Had supper with khee rui at 515 before coming back home....

While on the way back,

I was thinking of her,our story...

Then, when I happened to look at my handphone..

I was shocked to see the time was...

11:11

2009-03-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

This is demoralising...
The more I do, the more I feel I'm getting lousier....

2009-03-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

Finally exams are over! no more definition, no more memo-ing le... Finally la!!! Must enjoy this holiday!! CHIONG work if possible, chiong dance, chiong play.. hahaha.. So long never update since the start of semseter exam... I think I can predict how bad I did this time.. Haha, seriously no confident for this time round... Wonder will I able to see even 1 A for me?

Oh ya, On friday itself.. We went out to help Hong Wei with some special mission at west coast park.. hahaha! But I guess thing aint what we've predict to be ya.. hahaha, and after that, we went to betok to eat eat eat !!!! FEAST after exam!!!! WOOHOO!!! hahaha, reached at around 3am....

Then the next, went to celebrate Ben ho de birthday.. haha went to vivo with Cheng and Hong to help him get a present and ended up we bought his second white berm.. hahaha, hope u like it dude =) Went to upper thomas for prata session ! we ate 60+ buck de prata !! hahahaha.. We're big eater sia... After that, went to parklane mall for some lan games! While waiting for com coz we got 11 people...

Went to cut the ice-cream cake that the rest bought for him..Ended up, all ice-cream fight man!! inside the mall, we just grab the cake and throw at each other... LOL! I saw Willy holding the cake cannot fight back den go di siao him.. In the end, tio his back stab... That the cake landed on my hair... LOL!!! And I landed one on his neck.. All chaos man!

Went to play aracade, pool until 1-2am ba......

Watched Khee Rui played majong... DAMN LOL!!! hahaha , saw him so pissed off with the game coz he keep cant "hu" with good tiles den keep change money to chiong with the computer.. LOL ended up tio OWN... hahahaha!
Then the pool area got some tag team battle sia.. lol!

After we got our computer, Played dota with own people.. So long never play against own people.. hahaha.. alot of funny thing happened.. After all the gaming, we went back to 515 to lepak and continue eating! hahaha, Chatted until 6am then went home for a rest.. Ben, Willy,Jon and Wen Sheng is heading to hong Kong today,4am.. hahaha.. hope u guys had a great trip man! Then after a week, it's gonna be our IDARE camp @ bintan!! Then after a week or so, it's going be Ron and Wei Jun for their Taiwan + Hong Kong trip!

Spend money!! Let's go cruise!!!

2009-02-23T07:20:00.002+08:00

when you spoke the truth,
they doubt you.
But when you told a lie,
they believed every word of it.
how ironic

2009-02-14T01:44:00.005+08:00

Don't assume , Cause I hate being accused

Phew... Finally all the projects were settled... Had a busy week, rushing projects out under a short time... But it's all over for now, let's enjoy abit and start mugging for exam!!! hahaha, no mood to study as usual!!! But, same thing: NO CHOICE!!! ... Actually, my projects are not done yet!!! Only for me, I OVERSLEPT for presentation today!!!! And the tutor wants me to solo the next week... ALL ON MY OWN... sian la... hahahaha! But gotta ask Rong Hong about the info liao lo....

By e way, HAPPY VALENTINEs!!!

Tml is a day for couples, friends or even family can celebrate ba.. hahhaa.. But I gonna celebrate with my lecture........'s...... NOTES..... kinda saddening to say but really, I gotta spend my Vday with them.. hahaha.. Not alone, but with raven and hong.. But let's see how it goes.... Because it might have some changes , I don't know.

OH YA... I recently just saw a show from amercia, Amercia Best Dance Crew !!! The crews are all damn damn damn good!! Now is season 3... Go watch it!! I think you'll learn quite alot from them =)

I going to repay my debt to Mr. Sleep.. Because I had not slept for 2 days.... So, the debt that I stored... is alot!!! Wondering when can I repay all back including the high interest rate.... z(u_u)z

After common test, going to chiong dance le... Actually, now I already want to start chiong liao lei.. hahaha, don't know la... STUDY STUDY STUDY .... Give me motivation!!!!!

2009-02-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

Woodgrove Secondary School Carnival '09

Venue: Woodgrove sec

Date: 14 Mar'09

Ticket @ $10 each, ($10 worth monopoly dollar)

Anyone interested??

2009-02-08T14:10:00.003+08:00

So long never update liao... hahaha.. had a great Cny ... now exam is coming!!! BSD just over which was on thursday... Just hope for the better can le... hahaha... Next week, 2 projects due and I haven finish yet or should I say I haven start YET!!! Oh man.... This killing me la....

Just back from a small lunch with miss lim , cheng and wei jun.. haha.. so long never have a chance to have a gathering with miss lim due to alot of things la.. hahaha.. Quite nice , just talking about what's happening around us all these while.. =) and 14 feb, wgs gonna have a meeting regarding alumni... hahaha.. dunno i can make it anot.. Coz that week is gonna be exam week liao...

OH YA!! PPP just over!! Had great fun, dressing RETRO!!!! hahahaha!! I DRESSED until damn nerdy retro lei ..... hahahahahahahahahahha!!! will updat the photos when I recieved it =) okok la.. Just come here to update a little if not my blogg will die... even though it already did.... hahaha..

ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS!!!
and i'm sick...
Sore eye + flu + abit feverish...
now my left eye is smaller than right... hahaha

2009-02-03T03:54:00.003+08:00

hahaha!so long since I last update my blog....

Happy birthday RoN !

Same line
as usual, time flies and you gonna grad from poly sooon... Real
soon... Just
wanted to wish you all the best for ur path ahead, whether it's
gonna be a
tough one or not but I bet you'll definitely get through it =)

Exams are coming and everyone is chionging for their projects and such !! I still got 2 projects on hand, 1 BSD exams on wed and 4 more next week... Let's jia you for these weeks before holiday where we can enjoy like helL!!! IDARE camp !!! Although exams and projects are important, but not to forget our health... Do take care of it ya =) ahahhaa!

I love my life, whether it's up or down...I still love it, face it =)
Coz I have buddies and friends that pushed me when I slacked down, Hold me whenever I falling =)

2009-01-26T03:58:00.005+08:00

happy chinese new year !!

hahaha.. now still 守岁- ing... But I think I going down soon le... hahaha!! Might be able to stay awake until 6am ba... =) Woke up @ 3pm ytd.... haha... Coz ytd went out with cheng and hong to shopp for CNY clothes... hahaha! Got a long sleeve polo tee from GAP and also Hong got his polo tee too... HAHAHA.. Got it @ 75 after 30% discount.. hahah!! After Shopping until 8pm + , came to my house to start our dye hair plan!!! and went to rong hong's house to chiong game until 6am.... hahahah!!

Back to ytd CNY eve, went to my uncle house (9th storey) to have a dinner with my aunties ( 10th and 11th storey ) and also cousins.. Since a long time, we sat down and chit chat ..hahaha but they are the closest to me comparing my other side de relatives la.. hahaha.. After 1st round of dinner, went to upper thomas for 2nd round of dinner with my dad's side de relative.. hahahaha.. Had steamboat =)

After that, went to civil a while then headed home le!!! hahaha!! Just finish AJAs gaming!!! 2 out of 3 games... hahahaha!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

wish everyone got lots and lots of HONG BAO!!!

& stay healthy!!

2009-01-24T03:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to RONG HONG !!

Thanks for the great movie : The Bride's War

hahaha.. Headed back to woodlands after class. Had my DAMN gan jiong Fried Noodle at Banquet -.- Caught Bride's War. A movie that showed a friendship between the 2 ladies... I think we watched the right movie lei..hahaha, coz is about friendship or rather... not someone that could be with you no matter what happen.. It can be your bf/gf, friends,husband/wife or even your family... It can be anybody =)

Went for supper @ thomas, THE PRATA HOUSE !!! Had my crispy crispy plain prata with a SWEET teh chino. hahha After that, went back to woodlands multi-purpose court ( 888 ) to slack lo... kinda tired !!! hahaha.. Then Home Sweet Homw liao...

Hope You Like The Present
Brothers for 7 years liao sia.... Time Flies like dunno what man....
TAKE CARE

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY !!

2009-01-17T17:06:00.001+08:00

gotta miss funka prelims.... @ house doing projects for today...
Tml gotta work... so will be missing the sunday prelims as well!!!

2009-01-17T04:05:00.002+08:00

Today oversleep again.. 3 alarms and it didn't woke me up ...

Went for work today since Danzation... Around 1 plus month never work liao, so now have to resume my working at Uncle' kitchen at bugis... hahahah.. which was known as Tea Shake Hut last time.. Menu changed again... But today, alot of people during dinner rush man!! since 6.30pm, the crowd came and lasted until 8.30pm den lesser people.... worked until gonna die man.. hahaha.. so long nv work, 1st day gave me a large crowd to manage .... But then still able to cope la..hahha.. Heng ..

After work, as usual.. Took 960 home, slept all the way.. hahahaha.... walked home.. and it was quite cooling nowaday... Especially Ngee ANn .... The wind blew so crazy la when we went for tutorial at storey 3 of block 72.... Really damn crazy..... is it global warming ar?? Sudden;y the weather so cold nowaday...

Next week, class starts!!!!

Gonna chiong my IPT project 1st !!!!

2009-01-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

Finally finished SOM assignment!!! Now left Itlg,Bsd and IPT... These few days hasn't get enough sleep... Ytd slept at 4am, woke up at 6am to finish up my SOM coz MEL was down ytd when I wanna to download the stuffs.... No choice but to wake up earlier to get it done.. But, it's DONE!!!!

Now going to do IPT de interface.... WOnder what time will I be sleeping today le...

Today never go studio coz wanna go do my project and also went to cut hair with rong hong!! hahaha, Now my hair... not long not short la... hahaha.. but if compare, got short dao then rong hong tried to cut his hair style back to secondary school de... hahha.. after cutting hair, went to eat at KFC.. SO long nv eat ZINGER liao !! hahaha, after that went to singtel with rong hong coz he getting his Iphone... ANd it took about 1 hour to actually purphase the Iphone... so long... -.- reached home at 8.30pm ... Slacking ....

2009-01-12T03:36:00.003+08:00

Wanna sleep but cant sleep so quickly come to blog... HAHHAHA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to alot people!!!!
To Shirley , Christine & Tian mu !!!!

hahaha... many of my friends are having birthday... coming up is RONG HONG!!!hahahha!! Just went to catch RED CLIFF 2 with them... It was nice la.. The war tatics and the fighting... woo hooo!! hahaha.. It really worth watching la seriously =)
Somemore, I just finished my Audit report !!! Tml will be fliming our last vodcast on the ITLG stuffs... It was damn tedious la..20% only yet we have to do it as if it was 50% -.- troublesome module...

NRA class is coming !!!! I'M Not ready for it at all..... I doubt I can cope it man... seriously .... Can i do it?? I dunno......

OKOK!!! I GO TRY SLEEP AGAIN!!! ANIGHTS everyone!!!

2009-01-10T15:43:00.002+08:00

First week has gone.... Time to report my result for last term...

IT LAW - 79/100
SERVICE OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT - 31/50
COST & MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING - 64/100
BUSINESS SYSTEMS ANALYSIS & DESIGN - 84/100
INTERNET PROGRAMMING TECHNIQUES - --------

hahaha.. quite happy with my results, coz some of the papers I din expect I would actually pass them.. =) Keep working hard!!!

IPT no results coz I absent with a MC!!

2009-01-08T02:04:00.004+08:00

This song is nice la!!! So you can cry - NEYO!!!!

This week is project week but I still got fired enough to chiong!! BUT I MUST !!!! hahaha!!! Have been going to studio to train my basic and stuffs..... Today, as usual went to studio , prac basic and also celebrating SUMMER de birthday!! HAHAHA!! A little surprise!! After a while, then went to mac with anjo and shawnald for dinner but I never eat... coz no hungry lo.. simple answer.. hahaha..

To friends that are stressed with studies:
Jia You!!! Stress is nessecary for you to improve and push you, but excess intake of that will be harmful =) The hard times will be gone soon!! ENDURE or give yourself a short time to relax/ having a break before continue the journey of STUDY !!!! Don't give up ya :D
Give up = ur race ended earlier while there is still have lots of possibilities ....

To friends that are faced personal problem:
Sometime you have to make a decision, no matter how hard that decision is.....

Take care, Be strong =)
Enjoy the song!!!

2009-01-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

school has started!!!! But Monday as usual for me, no school!!! Because I don't have to go for my IS stuffs.... hahhaa.. lucky shit me... But went to outerspace, wanna to do work but.... Just playing around with ben. shawnald. anjo with the biscuit ball... hahahaha!!!

Tml going to get back my ITlaw paper... HOPE I DON'T FAIL!!!! hahaha!!

Somemore. Ngee Ann finally got a AIR-CON canteen!!! But I heard during lunch hour, damn damn damn lots of people!!! I think canteen 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 damn few people will be going to eat liao la..hahaha. .all going to makan place and also to have SUBWAY!!!

DANCE DANCE DANCE

I want to dance =)

2009-01-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

HK CAFE @ YISHUN !!!!

Performance @ CHC JurongWest

2009-01-03T06:12:00.007+08:00

Have been hanging out at late nights and returned at 6am.. hahaha.. It has been a great week since Danzation, having great fun with great friends!!! Have my New year at lesher house, drinking and watching movies.. Haha, went home at 6am.... Too tired liao..=)

Then thursday went to play bball with weijun,cheng,ron,wensheng,ronghong,ben.... They only played 1 round then rain rain rain liao.... then we quickly squeeze in wen sheng car coz we are planning to go cwp watch movie.. hahaha!! Can u imagine 7 people in 1 car..... If u cant imagine, Go Cheng's blog to see the photo.. hahahah!!!! damn funny along the way... hahahahah!!! Caught Transporter III , Not a bad movie =)

Today Shawnald and Karen came to my house to lepak because they were at OuterSpace to do their stuffs... As usual, my house got nth to play.. haha! coz router spoil.. only my lappy can online =P sorry man.. haha.. Had our dinner, of course in my room while watching some Taiwan series at Youtube ... And we played hotel626 again.. HAHAhaha.. Just a simple lepak la.. because dunno where to go as we planned to go west coast.. Plan only... Hahaa

Then, night activity will be supper @ bedok 53.... Ate quite alot of stuffs, not to forget my favorite sugar cane!!! hahaha!! after that, went to the temple that is 24/7 as usual la... Then, all went to jon house for mahjong while some of us using computer in his room... Played until 5am+ , headed to 515 to eat again!! hahahaa...

Just reach home man!! I love this WEEK!!!!! This week have a POWERFUL week !!! I have been tonning like nobody business sia... hahahaha!!

take care

『没关系』是我最常说的一句

2009-01-01T08:18:00.008+08:00

Along the way, I gained something
And also lost something
I lost yansoon along the way...

Felt so lost in life
Just like a little kid lost in a big city

Sometime I'm fear to look at mirror
To see someone that look like me ..

2008-12-29T00:46:00.002+08:00

seriously.... right now I don't know how to sort out my thoughts and feeling into words...

I'm just feel so angry with myself.... Broke down to tears after the item at CHC.. I actually did a mistake that dancers should not make which is forget steps .... really.. I was just nervous until.. sigh... SORRY.. I dragged all of u down for that performance... really sorry... I angried with myself, I was not forced to perform that item and learnt the routine on Saturday.. I blieved Time is not the reason lei !! SHIT ME LA.... SOmemore when I forgot the steps, I was at middle front.... I dunno la, But I felt this somehow will affect the rest behind coz they will see me missing 3 steps then it might distract them a little...

I'm felt so sad that I actually had confidence before the performance.. But I just screwed it ....

I'm felt sorry to Orange, becca, Karen, lesther, chansee, alexis that I screwed it up... I'm sorry and also thanks for teaching us the routine for "don't stop the music" 1 day before the performance which you don't usually will do... And also scolded us to wake us up.. really thanks alot! and also to karen that asked me to perform for the CHC.. But, I'm sorry ... I screwed it up..

A harsh lesson that I attanded today

2008-12-27T04:54:00.002+08:00

Back from lepak with cheng, ben, sotong, ron & wei jun.. woohoo.. While chatting at basketball, saw chee cheng practise roller-blading and of course, we did some bboy..HAHAHA! I DID my BABYFREEZE!!! for some of you, babyfreeze to you is easy but then, really la today i just did my baby freeze..hahaha!! Then, ben they all also practise some freezes too! haha, just having our fun at the basketball court =) I missed playing basketball at 515 man... It have been so long since I stepped in the court, playing the basketball...

Ytd went to ben house for X'mas!! Saw farid, ore , john and david.. hahaha! Surfed the youtube for alot of funny videos!! really really damn funny! hahahaha.. After that, they went back coz they got work the next day =) Left me, shawnald, alvin, louis, ben zo, anjo, stacey... We got to eat turkey..hahahah! and some other nice food that Ben's mother brought back! THANKS MAN!!
We watched 2 moives for that day man... IP man and also, BOLT... What I can say about IP man was that.... THE ENGLISH SUBTITLES CMI LA!!! hahahaha! Guess what ... NI HAO = you good , CHINESE KUNGFU = chinese effort and many more funny subtitles that the people can create!!! hahaha!!
Then, fell asleep at about 4-5am?? Woke up at 1pm for our lunch at mac... then home sweet home liao.. hahaha! Great X'mas =)

TML is night cycling day!!! I BEEN TON-ING FOR 4 days!!! tml will be my 5th day ton!!!! WOOHOO!!!!

2008-12-25T16:23:00.007+08:00

Merry christmas

Hope everyone having a great christmas with their friends or family =) Ytd was X'mas eve, had pizza at home with mum and sister before going for dinner at marine parade.. hahhaa.. BUT THEN, I was sleepin in 966 until... it passed the marine parade bus stop but I wasn't aware of it man!!! By the time I realised I already reach back bukit panjang !!!!! 2 HOURS OF RIDE and I back to woodland, HAHAHAHAHA!! Damn stupid la me...

Ton at Jon house with carefree dudes.. =) Dota, mahjong and of course, DRINK!!! THis time we drank without mixing with other greentea or soft drink.. Just simply drink the chivas with the tiny shots glass... HAHAHAHA!! what can I say, It's just so shiok la... can feel the heat.... hahahaha... Finished the whole bottle damn fast due to that stupid "cannot say wo , ni , ta " game and other games that we played...

After drinking, everyone all red like hell after all the drinking... Just chit chat, I bet some just said without thinking ar.. hahahaa!! I think me too la.. Just simply speak whatever we felt like ... Cabbed home at 7am =) slept until 4pm man.... hahahaha!!

Today is christmas day!!! Going to ben zo's house later at night for another ton.... Tuesday ton gaming with carefree dudes, Ytd ton drinking with carefree dudes, Today ton at ben's house !!! TML dunno got anyone jio me ton anot.. hahahaa! den Sat is night cycling !! another ton day !! THIS WEEK IS MY TON WEEK!!

2008-12-22T01:05:00.010+08:00

The gay's corner... hahaha!!

Really thanks alot to FARID!!! for teaching us the freshie item steps!! thanks for the patience despite us have to keep cleaning the steps with your help !!! It's is really damn hard to cope with around 90-100 freshies with formation and also our steps cleaning... THANKS FARID!!! really learnted alot from you man!!!

And also thank you for adding me into elevator item... really really thanks for giving me a chance to dance in that item... I love it alot and also learnt alot... Isolation , controlling of muscle... Really THANKS ALOT!!!!! And also thanks to all our seniors for giving us comments so that we could actually improve from it ! Thanks for encouraging us along the way !!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF THANKS!!!

I WANNA THANKS NRA COMMITTEE !!!! THEY ARE DOPE SHIT man!!! They have to handle all the danzation stuffs , their personal life stuffs , their studies , their items !!! REALLY RESPECT TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!!!! without u guys, danzation will not be so successful as it is !! THANKS!!

Finally, thanks ANN for everything!!! U inspired me ! I really hope this danzation will not be the last for u.. But, if it is.. I really hope this danzation is the best for you!!! THANKS FOR SHARING THE PASSION OF DANCE WITH ALL OF US!! Your words touched everyone's heart that took part in danzation... And thru you, we dance to touch the heart of the people that came down to watch us !

I REALLY REALLY INSPIRED by:

I BELIEVE

WE BELIEVE

THEY BELIEVE

2008-12-21T12:58:00.005+08:00

It's over... Danzation'08... Once it ended, I already missing it already ! haha.. The days that we spent our time in studio & convention centre, the fun we had together, the love we shared to each and everyone along the way to danzation.. To me, all these are so damn damn priceless... Still remember a time when we are not allow to go to studio 73 to prac... Even that, nothing could stop us from dancing, going studio 16 , 18 and even prac anywhere that has reflection.. Everyone was perspiring badly coz no air con but then yup, nothing could just stop our love for dance ! Thinking back, 4months have flies so fast as we got each other back and push each other whenever anyone of us is feeling down.. That's what friends are for right? Encourage you when you're down, Chiong with you.. hahaha!

Hahaha! actually I got Damn lots of thing to say but then I just couldn't put them into words!!.. I never regret coming to NRA!!! I regretted coming to NRA at year 2 man!! really really... NRA is not a club, but a family to me... A second place that I could actually call it HOME!!! I'm proud to be part of NRA!!!! I'm happy to take part in DANZATION'08!!!!!!! I'm feel happy to be able to dance with all of you man!!!!!

THANKS FOR COMING DOWN TO WATCH DANZATION' 08!!!! Hope you guys enjoyed the show!! Especially my sister, mother , aunty, my small cousins and my brothers!!!! I feel REALLY REALLY HAPPY that you guys could actually come down to support us!! Since this is my first time dancing on stage!! REALLY THANKS ALOT!!!

Danzation ended But
my love for dance did not end
It just continue to grow rapidly

I LOVE THIS!

I BELIEVE,
WE BELIEVE,
THEY BELIEVE

2008-12-20T01:24:00.001+08:00

GOOD JOB !!!! Let's bring it to the higher level tml!!!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!

2008-12-19T01:43:00.002+08:00

Tml is the day that we worked hard for!!! Because of this production, our bonding as a family got stronger, deeper than ever!! LET'S DO THIS!!!! JIA YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for the cards from christine and choy and SMS from karen!!!

2008-12-18T01:52:00.017+08:00

One more day to danzation!
do you know about my feeling for you? I dun think you do but I'll still be with you ;)

2008-12-17T12:49:00.003+08:00

2 more days to the BIG DAY!!! danzation'08 in 2 days !!!! really really damn excited and of course, nervous... Hope I will not do any silly mistakes.. hahaha.. Actually this week has nothing much to blog coz everyday was DANCE day. I wun say jia you for us anymore... coz I really feel it is beyond jia you le.... But what can I say... LET'S DO IT!!!!!! WE'RE GETTING THERE!!!!

hahaha! Another short entry =) Going to bath and go alumin to meet ben zo,shawnald, xiao qiang,louis and alvin for lunch liao.. see ya dudes =)

Take Good Care man! ,
my friends, my brothers, my family, everyone that I know =)

2008-12-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

Im tired.. back from camp.. I din help much... Im sorry for that man .... hm.. when got time den I update with tons of my nagging.... now just a short entry..

I will JIAYOU for danzation.. For the items I had... I will jia you!!!

2008-12-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

Decision making is one of the hardest yet simple thing that people have to face it..

I felt what raven said was right, I have to make decision everyday in my life.. Be it, forgone movie for a MC so that I can excused for missing the exam which I did today or otherwise.. I felt that everytime when it's come to decision making, I wanted to find a way that can make both things to be done, like faster chiong to see doctor, then go and see movie.. I wan a decision that can satisfy all the things I want... Is it call demanding? But who's does want it ?? You can get what you want to do without giving anything a miss..

Anyway, I not be able to online for 3days since I will be going to green camp @ wgs ! It gonna be a 3 busy days for me ...
morning - camp then rush to rehearsal,
night - rush back to camp .....

This is one of the example, I find ways so that I din missed the camp.. Even though I will be busy but I don't mind it at all coz this is what I decided....

Whatever decision you made,
Just make sure you give it your best with what you have..

Just don't have that contradict mind like mine..

2008-12-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

last paper to go... totally no mood to study since ytd.. but I have to study... see how.. maybe I just go and sleep.. I feeling so tired mentally .. So much thoughts have been flowing through my mind whenever I was given a time to rest ... They just keep circling in my mind until I cannot get the chance to rest.... I'm just being contradict... Hate the me right now... Why can't I just be more firm with decision that I once made to myself ..

okok.. after tml paper will be sushi buffet with raven,rong hong and friends! Either I go sushi or kbox with shawnald they all.. See how..

What I wish is a place that I can rest ... I going down... I can feel sickness is coming... and they're close to me ...

just 3 simple words that I often said : take care hor

2008-12-10T00:45:00.009+08:00

My achievement for the day!!! Went hunting for costumes today!! Thanks for asking me to tag along lei if not I dunno when I'll then get my dark blue jean.. HAHA!! thanks for accompany me go also lei!! thanks alot =)

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After hunting for costumes, went to ngee ann.. Helping out to spray the stuffs at block 16 there... "gentle reminder" PLEASE DO NOT WEAR PURE COLOR TEE WHEN DOING THESE KIND OF STUFFS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THERE ARE CHENG,ALEXIS,WENMEI,KITKAT.. coz here will be ur end-product..

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When I was washing this tee, i saw the water turn pinky and I knew my tee is gone for good !! LOL

right now, I'm feeling mentally tired.. I still need you (1yr 6mth ago)....

2008-12-07T18:49:00.003+08:00

Q1. What am I doing right now?
(a) Studying
(b) Sleeping
(c) Gaming
(d) Dancing

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[100 marks]

2008-12-07T02:20:00.001+08:00

2008-12-05T02:31:00.001+08:00

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2008-12-04T03:12:00.001+08:00

Here comes the Mr.Boxni !!!!!

2008-12-04T00:52:00.002+08:00

FUCKING NO TIME LEFT!!! ONE DAY TO ITLG!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

WILL I MAKE IT OR I WILL SCREW IT???

2008-12-02T22:31:00.001+08:00

18 more days to DANZATION'08 !!!! DAMN FAST LA!!!!

Before that, I gonna settled all the common tests!!! 5 papers!?!?!?!? wth la... This is killing me...

Let's work hard!!

2008-11-30T02:53:00.002+08:00

back home from Jon house. had a freshie self prac at 1pm.. Thanks limin for cleaning up our steps =)

went to find hou hao they all at town..hahaha.. today cheng and I are bus ta ren.. Whatever bus number we gonna to take, less than 2 min, the bus arrived... hahaha.. here it goes:

we wanna took 61 at ngee ann.. The moment we reached the bus stop, 61 came.. Then during the ride, hou hao told me to go take train instead.. coz they going to town le.. So, we alighted and wanna take 74 to dover mrt station. Once we alighted, 74 was behind 61.. hahaha! den we reached dover, saw allegra then she told us there's a bus to town, if i not wrong the bus number was 106.. The moment she said, we saw 106 coming liao ! HAHAHA! Then, we reached town very very fast.. hahaha.. majiam no waiting time was spent..

Went to watch City Of Ember.... So-So only....

After the movie, the rest wanna play pool, so Cheng,kelvin and his gf and I went to far east for fried mars bar!!! delicious!! But damn damn damn sweet... hahaha! After that, Cheng and I rushed down to studio for Full run...

Today FULL RUN was damn high spirited!! everyone cheering for each other!! having fun while dancing the full run!! I was damn nervous .... especially when I heard people shouting my name to jia you... really realy nervous..hhahaha! But I tried to smile hahaha! Thanks Ben,Cheng,ShuFang for cheering me up man!! hahahaaha !

Went to Jon house to slack slack abit before going home.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOU HAO!!
a good friend of mine for 7 years!!!
Since sec 1, i knew him liao.. Time flies .... Now all 19 years old liao... 1 years more to NS!! haha!

that's all man.. i going bed liao.. very tired.. tml 12.30 pm freshies guys prac.. If you can come, please come =) Let's work together man! I believe 2 weeks later, danzation will be a blast!!!

2008-11-27T23:35:00.003+08:00

These few days have been a rest days for me because there have no practise for ytd and today.. Ytd, after CMA.. Finally, I think I'm still able to catch up with the class.. Let's jia you.. Common tests are coming!!! After CMA, went to bugis to find kelvin to pass him danzation... Then, I found out that he changed working place liao.. Kns.. I called him and he told me he working.. But HE FORGOT to tell me the location... But, he told me he actually at CLEMENTI!!! omg man..hahahaha! coz he did called me once when I was on the way to bugis, taking bus 61.. AND THAT BUS TOOK DAMN LONG!! I passed Queenway, Vivo city then Bugis.. hahahaha!

So, took 961 back to rest.. I need a rest ...

Today went for IPT... I think I can cope with IPT.. hahaha.. All is " I think " ... START MUGGING!! after IPT, went to outerspace with hong, Jeff, bear & adelard to do our presentation for tml.. Now I'm still editing some parts =) Hopefully I can go and sleep at 1am... TML got item prac! so long never step into studio.. even though is just 3 days.. But it seems very long...

Let's cope well with dance and of course, studies... Don't let dance affect your studies!! Of course, Don't let studies affect your dance! It''s not easy =) But just try your best and remember hard time will be over... and then, IT'S DANZATION!!! JIA YOU for everyone !!
good luck for exam =)

oH ya.. played with hong webcam while IPT workshop..hahaha!

2008-11-24T00:58:00.001+08:00

I felt the stress..... study... I feel it.....
SOM
ITLG
BSD
IPT
CMA

2008-11-23T02:04:00.003+08:00

sorry ar.. will post up red camp photos soon.. coz now really very very tired liao.. no time to blog it up... just reached home from full run.... and the time is already 2am.... tml still got freshie item formation in e morning.. gotta wake up at 9am...

JIA YOU FOR DANZATION!!!!

I shed my tear today for family segment... maybe last time i dunno the lyrics, so can hold it.. but now i already knew the lyrics... i just couldn't hold it liao ... hahaha.. lousy me ar...

BREAK IT OR DO IT!!!!

with your smile, my day is complete... =)

2008-11-21T01:25:00.002+08:00

WOOO!!! red camp was fun man!! helped out on Project RunWay . Had lots of fun with ourselves and also with the campers haha! Nice working with xiang tian( our project runway boss) , cheng, timo, may,ben,christine,shawn.. haha! playing with the songs ( batman, pokemon that sounds like para para...) hahaha! Tml last day of red camp liao... so fast..

Had item after red camp... JIA YOU!!

TML LAST DAY OF RED CAMP!!!!
Going to gym for some light work ups with cheng... so DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN Long never go gym liao.....

:) PRW !!

2008-11-20T01:59:00.002+08:00

Feel Your Love
Jady

Chorus
When i wake up in the morning
All i want to feel is your love
All i think is about you baby
And how i feel your love
It only took that one time
Now you're the only thing on my mind
Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

I can't stop thinking about you girl
From the first time that i saw you
I never felt this way inside
Yeah i'm not feeling right
It's like you put some kind of spell on me
And i don't know what to do
Cause everywhere i look, all i see is a silhouette of you
See cause i was used to running around
Every night going out
Finding a new girl to go to
But that was until you
Came into my life
Made me change my mind
On what to doAnd all the ways i'm used to

Chorus
When i wake up in the morning
All i want to feel is your love
All i think is about you baby
And how i feel your love
It only took that one time
Now you're the only thing on my mind
Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

Yeah, i know i'm losing time
Shorty's no ordinary girl
Baby girl i gotta play this right
She's got me lose my mind
Tryna figure out how to find
What's her name, what she wear, where she from?
Am i asking too much or not enough?
So let me know this feeling's true,
Cause i all i wanna doIs get a little closer to you
Baby if you only knew
Just let me know what i gotta do
So how's it feel to know that i
Can't get you off my mind
Constantly day and night i think of you
I'm caught up on you, that part's true

Chorus
When i wake up in the morning
All i want to feel is your love
All i think is about you baby
And how i feel your love
It only took that one time
Now you're the only thing on my mind
Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

Just want to feel your love (and i, and i)
All i want is to feel your touch (because, because)
Just knowing you ain't enough, (girl i, girl i)
Baby girl all i need is your love
Just want to feel your love (and i, and i)
All i want is to feel your touch (because, because)
Just knowing you ain't enough, (girl i, girl i)
Baby girl all i need is your love

Chorus
When i wake up in the morning
All i want to feel is your love
All i think is about you baby
And how i feel your love
It only took that one time
Now you're the only thing on my mind
Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

2008-11-19T05:37:00.002+08:00

Just woke up ... and the time is 5.20am... haha!! Just fell asleep ytd.. have been dancing straight since last week man... So tired yet shiok and happy ...

gonna be busy for these few days coz I helping out at red camp which is on 19,20,21 nov... have to skip some tutorials.. But then, will finish whatever workshops that I needed to do la.. hahaha... nothing to blog lei... ytd did guys formation !! WE CAN DO IT MAN!!! my formation is the most easiest... no need to move much for the whole formation man ! hahahaha.. easy la. okok.. gonna go take a nap before going to school le =) I'm tired...

W.S.A.D.K

2008-11-16T21:38:00.005+08:00

Dance With My Father

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end

'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

First heard this song from the family segment... When saw them dancing with all the emotions... My eyes became watery.... Hold the tears, if not it will gonna be a waterfall coming .... I'll just remember all the times I had with my grandmother... since young..... really... treasure whatever you have now .. Parent are noble, no matter u did, they will forgive u... take care of u , showing u concern even in times that no friends or people are there for you.... your parent are always be there for you ...

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Had a friendship run ytd.... I totally suck big time seriously... sigh.... perhaps that will explain why i keep drinking... but still... the problem will not be solved... Just shut the f up and face it dude.... practise is the only way

2008-11-12T01:54:00.008+08:00

keep working hard to improve..
that's always room for improvement
don't get contented too easily
and stop working toward improvement..
get the right mindset & attitude

=)

2008-11-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

Check it out
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I want to learn HOUSE!!! haha! maybe after danzation =)

Endure..

This not gonna be easy..

But this period will be over ..

2008-11-05T00:14:00.004+08:00

Happen to saw this short video that is so beautiful yet so simple =)
SMILE, people =) By seeing people smiling will definitely brighten your day =)
smile is a simple yet beautiful emotion that is given to us =)

one thing you might not realise,
when you're watching the video,
you are smiling =)

2008-11-04T02:00:00.003+08:00

- WOooo!!! E-Learning week !!! So shiok man, coz I can sleep late and of course, wake up late for the new day !! But still got SOM and CMA tutorial + lectures man .... But that would make me feel down... haha.. I still got monday , tue and friday !!

- Had my ITLG online chat at 2pm .... Just simply doing some discussion and question for that man.... Went for Nra prac for guys' part and Mass part... Finally, we got our formation !!! Had a great meal with jia wei and jeff before having my mass part prac at 8.30pm =) Enjoyed the whole prac , having hell lots of fun while dancing .

LET's JIA YOU !!!

keep the passion fire,
enjoy dancing =)

- while going to 515 to meet weijun,ron , cheng , kelvin and rou hui(if i not wrong)... Saw many stars along the path from cwp to the 515 basketball court .... It just sooooo beautiful ...

A beautiful sky that linked you and me

- After the lepaking with the them, I really feel like going backto secondary days... seriously LIFE IS MOVING TOO FAST!!! CAN YOU FUCKING SLOW DOWN !?!?!?

2008-10-31T02:24:00.002+08:00

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